blasphemers

a new thing happened today, written by an outside force along a track i had created quite some time ago and all but stopped paying attention to.

tiny moments that encapsulate a struggle-- i gave up, but happily so, relieved. i used to fight like there was something to lose, in this silly game i made up that i never told anyone about because it doesn't translate into any kind of observable behavior. just thought. so much so only thought that this is blasphemy, to type it out. but since today and not one second before, i actually did give up, chose to stay where i am and not go somewhere else. we can call it brain electricity.